Posted in Of Love Lost, women on Jun 30th, 2008 1 Comment »
I suppose my apathy was a little overstated. It seems I still do care about Danyale. After I wrote the previous post, we made up. Thing’s were good that night, but went down hill the next. It was mostly my fault, and I’ll put it out there and say I caused this split.
Yesterday started out [...]
Posted in Depression, Of Love Lost, women on Jun 29th, 2008 No Comments »
Danyale and I are standing on the cusp of another break up. I don’t feel anything anymore, and I don’t think that bodes well for us. Apathy is death, after all. It seems just like last time, it really got worse in the last week or two, but it’s been going downhill for about a [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Jan 26th, 2008 1 Comment »
A week ago Danyale and I broke up. We’ve only really talked a few times since then, but talking to each other has made us both a little more hurt. I still love the girl—I always will, and she still loves me. But, she has so many issues she needs to work out that it [...]
Posted in Of Love Lost, women on Jan 20th, 2008 1 Comment »
I got a text from work today, saying Danyale had called there looking for me. Despite my better judgment, I decided to call her back and talk to her. She seems to still be up in the air if she’s doing the right thing or not, and seems pretty upset even a few days [...]
Posted in Depression, Of Love Lost, women on Dec 31st, 2007 No Comments »
I got about two hours sleep last night, and had to do some late night driving tonight. Originally I started out drinking some Khaos Juice to keep Me awake. After I finished that one, I pulled over and bought another can of Monster, except this time I got some M-80 instead. Still [...]
Posted in Main, Of Love Lost, women on Oct 7th, 2007 No Comments »
It sometimes seems like all I write about anymore is my love life. Usually, things I write about that are pretty negative, but the last week has been amazing. Danyale and I have been hanging out whenever we can, and it usually involves kisses and “I love you’s”. And that makes everything else seem easier [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Sep 24th, 2007 1 Comment »
Well, after work I went over to pick up Danyale and hang out with her for a bit. I made the mistake of talking about ‘us’ again, and told her about a job I could get out in Indiana. I really don’t want to take the damn thing, but then again, I really don’t want [...]
Posted in Main, Of Love Lost, women on Sep 18th, 2007 1 Comment »
As of noon today, I’m done with her. We had an amazing last night of watching Rent and falling asleep together. Tears were shed on both sides, and it was quite bittersweet. I left her lying in her bed, her face covered in her pillows, and I walked out that door and walked away. It’s [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Aug 24th, 2007 No Comments »
This is day 4 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup.
Today was weird from the get go. I couldn’t sleep last night, and didn’t fall asleep until about 9am today. Danyale called again around 10:30 am, asking if I could go to lunch with her, but I [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Aug 24th, 2007 No Comments »
This is day 3 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup.
Lunch today was great! I got to her work about 20 minutes early, so I passed the time playing on my cell until she came out. She looked so damn beautiful in just a white shirt…its crazy [...]