Category Archives: Of Love Lost

14 days of agony after a breakup, what happens in this two week time?

The Sage Continues

There are feelings of guilt, of what if’s floating around in my thoughts now.  The nature of the beast is that I always blame myself.  Everything is fine one day, and terrible the next.   This is the cycle which I … Continue reading

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The End of An Era of the Era of The End

I suppose my apathy was a little overstated.  It seems I still do care about Danyale.  After I wrote the previous post, we made up.  Thing’s were good that night, but went down hill the next.  It was mostly my … Continue reading

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Another Relationship Nosedive

Danyale and I are standing on the cusp of another break up.  I don’t feel anything anymore, and I don’t think that bodes well for us.  Apathy is death, after all.  It seems just like last time, it really got … Continue reading

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Another Week Passes

A week ago Danyale and I broke up.  We’ve only really talked a few times since then, but talking to each other has made us both a little more hurt.  I still love the girl—I always will, and she still … Continue reading

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Love Is A Loser’s Game

    I got a text from work today, saying Danyale had called there looking for me.  Despite my better judgment, I decided to call her back and talk to her.  She seems to still be up in the air if … Continue reading

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Late Night Driving And Relationships Crumbling

I got about two hours sleep last night, and had to do some late night driving tonight. Originally I started out drinking some Khaos Juice to keep Me awake. After I finished that one, I pulled over and bought another … Continue reading

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The Current State of Affairs

It sometimes seems like all I write about anymore is my love life.  Usually, things I write about that are pretty negative, but the last week has been amazing.  Danyale and I have been hanging out whenever we can, and … Continue reading

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More Danyale Stuff

Well, after work I went over to pick up Danyale and hang out with her for a bit.  I made the mistake of talking about ‘us’ again, and told her about a job I could get out in Indiana.  I … Continue reading

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This Is The End, My Only Friend, The End

As of noon today, I’m done with her.  We had an amazing last night of watching Rent and falling asleep together.   Tears were shed on both sides, and it was quite bittersweet.  I left her lying in her bed, her … Continue reading

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Of Love Lost – Day 4

This is day 4 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup. Today was weird from the get go. I couldn’t sleep last night, and didn’t fall asleep until about 9am today. Danyale called again … Continue reading

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