Posted in Depression, Of Love Lost, women on Jun 29th, 2008 No Comments »
Danyale and I are standing on the cusp of another break up. I don’t feel anything anymore, and I don’t think that bodes well for us. Apathy is death, after all. It seems just like last time, it really got worse in the last week or two, but it’s been going downhill for about a [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Pizza Hut, Work on Apr 22nd, 2008 1 Comment »
It’s been a week since my dad’s been out here. It was nice seeing him again, and it was a damn quick two days. In retrospect, I probably should have had him come out for a little more than 2 days, maybe three, but I didn’t know if I could have taken the time of [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Jan 26th, 2008 1 Comment »
A week ago Danyale and I broke up. We’ve only really talked a few times since then, but talking to each other has made us both a little more hurt. I still love the girl—I always will, and she still loves me. But, she has so many issues she needs to work out that it [...]
Posted in Depression, Main on Jan 19th, 2008 No Comments »
After calling it quits yet again, I had time to reflect on what I wanted to do in the next couple of weeks.
1. Catch up with Lost
When Danyale moved in months upon months ago, I found I suddenly didn’t have time to keep up to date with this TV show. I’m stuck somewhere around episode [...]
Posted in Depression, Of Love Lost, women on Dec 31st, 2007 No Comments »
I got about two hours sleep last night, and had to do some late night driving tonight. Originally I started out drinking some Khaos Juice to keep Me awake. After I finished that one, I pulled over and bought another can of Monster, except this time I got some M-80 instead. Still [...]
Posted in Depression on Nov 7th, 2007 No Comments »
Grey Goose vodka is by far my vodka of choice. Ever since I had it at a party quite a few years ago, I’ve been hooked on it, and it’s basically pretty much the only thing I’ll drink, save the ocassional beer. Tonight is different though. I’m laying in bed, with a bottle of ice [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Sep 24th, 2007 1 Comment »
Well, after work I went over to pick up Danyale and hang out with her for a bit. I made the mistake of talking about ‘us’ again, and told her about a job I could get out in Indiana. I really don’t want to take the damn thing, but then again, I really don’t want [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Aug 24th, 2007 No Comments »
This is day 4 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup.
Today was weird from the get go. I couldn’t sleep last night, and didn’t fall asleep until about 9am today. Danyale called again around 10:30 am, asking if I could go to lunch with her, but I [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Aug 24th, 2007 No Comments »
This is day 3 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup.
Lunch today was great! I got to her work about 20 minutes early, so I passed the time playing on my cell until she came out. She looked so damn beautiful in just a white shirt…its crazy [...]
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Aug 24th, 2007 No Comments »
This is day 2 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup.
I woke up today to the sound of my cell phone ringing. Somehow, I managed to fall asleep at 10 am finally, and woke up to Danyale calling me during her lunch hour at 1. I thought [...]