Category Archives: Depression

What Goes Around Comes Around

I can barely fall asleep at a reasonable time anymore.  When I do, I’m either out for a few hours, or all day.  How I can sleep three hours a night for a week, and sleep 16 one day is … Continue reading

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Another Relationship Nosedive

Danyale and I are standing on the cusp of another break up.  I don’t feel anything anymore, and I don’t think that bodes well for us.  Apathy is death, after all.  It seems just like last time, it really got … Continue reading

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So Much Drama, So Little Time

It’s been a week since my dad’s been out here.  It was nice seeing him again, and it was a damn quick two days.  In retrospect, I probably should have had him come out for a little more than 2 … Continue reading

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Another Week Passes

A week ago Danyale and I broke up.  We’ve only really talked a few times since then, but talking to each other has made us both a little more hurt.  I still love the girl—I always will, and she still … Continue reading

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Five Things I Want To Do Now That I Am Broken Up

After calling it quits yet again, I had time to reflect on what I wanted to do in the next couple of weeks. 1. Catch up with Lost When Danyale moved in months upon months ago, I found I suddenly … Continue reading

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Late Night Driving And Relationships Crumbling

I got about two hours sleep last night, and had to do some late night driving tonight. Originally I started out drinking some Khaos Juice to keep Me awake. After I finished that one, I pulled over and bought another … Continue reading

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Reality or Perceptions?

Grey Goose vodka is by far my vodka of choice.  Ever since I had it at a party quite a few years ago, I’ve been hooked on it, and it’s basically pretty much the only thing I’ll drink, save the … Continue reading

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More Danyale Stuff

Well, after work I went over to pick up Danyale and hang out with her for a bit.  I made the mistake of talking about ‘us’ again, and told her about a job I could get out in Indiana.  I … Continue reading

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Of Love Lost – Day 4

This is day 4 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup. Today was weird from the get go. I couldn’t sleep last night, and didn’t fall asleep until about 9am today. Danyale called again … Continue reading

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Of Love Lost – Day 3

This is day 3 of a 14-day journal exploring the thoughts and feelings behind my recent breakup. Lunch today was great! I got to her work about 20 minutes early, so I passed the time playing on my cell until … Continue reading

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