…work’s been bringing me down a lot again lately. Tips are still down, so are sales, which means my hours have been cut a wee bit. I’m in the mindset now of pure survival, trying to nickel and dime my way throughout the day. I don’t really need to be this paranoid, but I think it helps to be frugal with my money, and really, I suppose it is a good thing to be analyzing purchases, and to some extent agonizing over details….
…I really need to get a new place to live. I saw a bug the other night and it’s really creeping me out to the extent that I sometimes have trouble falling asleep. A few months ago I saw a Brown Reclouse spider in my bathroom, and I was paranoid for weeks of spiders after I saw that….
…Lately, I’ve been talking to my mom more, and my dad less. I don’t have a clue why, but I’ve been calling my mother lately on the way to work, or on some long-ass duration deliveries….
…Danyale is pretty much staying at my house everytime I’m not a work. It’s weird getting used to her being here again, but it’s nice also. Sleeping next to a warm body is defiantly what I needed to fall asleep at night….
…I think I just need to get away from Topeka for awhile, take a small vacation, and relax. I’m sure it would do me some good. Maybe I can save up for one—and take a lavish weekend away someplace warmer….
