Sad Face
Posted in Main on Sep 30th, 2007 No Comments »
Archive for September, 2007
More In Common Than I Thought
Posted in Main on Sep 30th, 2007 No Comments »
You know, I’m sure my brother and I would both say we have nothing in common. Except, for one thing, women. Poor Ryan has been jerked around by Lauren, and I’m pretty much in the same boat with Danyale. At least I think so at least. I’ve never met Lauren, but from the way she [...]
The Cell Phone Blues
Posted in Main, women on Sep 28th, 2007 No Comments »
Sigh, Danyale just called me and woke me up. She asked some question about how to update the time on her phone, which I assumed was meaning updating her PRL and ERI list. I told her it wasn’t really needed,but it was *228 or *229, but after that, she said it didn’t matter, [...]
A Song That Has Been On My Mind For Most Of Today
Posted in Main on Sep 27th, 2007 No Comments »
“Mad World” by Gary Jules
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The [...]
More Danyale Stuff
Posted in Depression, Main, Of Love Lost, women on Sep 24th, 2007 1 Comment »
Well, after work I went over to pick up Danyale and hang out with her for a bit. I made the mistake of talking about ‘us’ again, and told her about a job I could get out in Indiana. I really don’t want to take the damn thing, but then again, I really don’t want [...]
Whats The Point?
Posted in Main, women on Sep 22nd, 2007 No Comments »
If I’m leaving Kansas in slightly over two months, what’s the point in making new friendships and looking for something else? I don’t really see any point at all. The only possible way I’m staying in this state probably isn’t going to work out, so why even go through all the hassle of it? All [...]
This Is The End, My Only Friend, The End
Posted in Main, Of Love Lost, women on Sep 18th, 2007 1 Comment »
As of noon today, I’m done with her. We had an amazing last night of watching Rent and falling asleep together. Tears were shed on both sides, and it was quite bittersweet. I left her lying in her bed, her face covered in her pillows, and I walked out that door and walked away. It’s [...]
My Body Is A Battery
Posted in Main on Sep 17th, 2007 No Comments »
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It Comes Down To Today
Posted in Main on Sep 5th, 2007 No Comments »
It gets better, and then it gets worse again. This is what Danyale and I have gone through the last few weeks. I cling to her, and she’s torn between what to do. She called me yesterday crying at 8am, telling me she loved me, she needed me, and she fucked up. She asked me [...]
So Much For My Perfect Sunday Night
Posted in Main on Sep 2nd, 2007 No Comments »
Danyale’s in a bad mood because of some stuff that went on with her and her cousin, so instead of talking about things, I ended up coming home, trying to sleep, and just worrying more! I had my heart set on Finding Nemo tonight, and I just don’t know when we’ll be able to reschedule. [...]