The Pre-Mid-Life Crisis Continues
Jul 31st, 2007 by Bobosan
It’s official. I’m totally burned out from work. Any desire I had left, has been yanked out of my body and sold off for the tune of $6.50 per hour. Everyday is a battle to just get up, and get out the door to head to work. I really, really, really, need to find something different—something I can be passionate about.
What that is, I haven’t a damn clue. I’m the only one that could tell you that, but I don’t even know myself. I feel lost, and like I’m just drifting in some abyss just floating with the current. And I can’t live like that anymore. What the hell do I need to do to find some passion in my life again?
I wanted to go back to school this semester, but that didn’t pan out. So I either need to keep working at the Hut, or pack up and find something new to do. I’ve applied at a few banks, but I haven’t heard anything back. But, it took Danyale a while to hear back from some of them, so I guess I shouldn’t abandon all hopes. I’ve been meaning to work on that side project of mine, but I just haven’t found the time to do so. I’d rather spend it in imaginary worlds or watching movies with Danyale it seems.
Speaking of her, she went through Verizon Wireless online to get a cell phone tonight. Hopefully, she should pass her credit check, and with any luck her Silver Razr will be here within a week, and then she’ll be able to have her own cell phone. And then I can get rid of my home phone that doesn’t forward caller ID anymore, and change my cell number to a local Kansas one. That’s assuming everything goes well on her credit check and she doesn’t have to leave a deposit. If she does, I’ll probably end up adding her onto my plan, and that will kick the cost up to about $80 a month for that. Either way, Lingo’s days of being my home provider are numbered.
It’s late, and I have to get up early in the morning to run her to work. So, I think I’m going to have to pass out, and take a quick nap before then, otherwise I’m liable to wrap that new car around a pole.