Short Depressed Update #095
by Bobosan on May.30, 2006, under Main
The world is passing me by. Anymore it seems like I’m just a watcher—viewing someone else on their own journey…and unable to control it. I feel apothetic anymore. I don’t care about things, or people. I just don’t care.
I don’t care if friends cut. I don’t care if friends drink. Fuck, who’s life can I save when I cannot save my own? This feeling of helplessness is overpowering. I don’t know what to do…or what I should do anymore.
All I do is sleep and work. Sleep, work, repeat. That is my daily mantra…that’s all I know anymore…and it’s scaring me to death.
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