God help me, I’ve been listening to Zion Train for at least 30 minutes. I dont even like Bob Marley…what the fuck am I listening to this shit for? God damn. I need more music…all this shit is crap. I remember actually enjoying Dizzy Mizz Lizzy…now that god damn band has been over played by me and it doesnt give me joy to listen to it. Fuck, what I really want is for Lotte to get online…speak…and be merry. Or I could call that Lacey chick, who doesnt remember me. That might be interesting… “Hey Lacey Barker…remember me? Oh, well you were drunk and begging for phone sex, but its touching you remember. Lay off the crunnk”.
No, I won’t call her. Fuck it. I’ve felt kinda alone the last month or so. Elise’s husband came back…and even before that we never really spoke. Last time we called each other regularlly was like pre-christmas. It was a nice diversion though, and she was a really cool person. Sucks that I’ll never talk to her again. But I guess, soon it wont matter. I guess in the end she did corrupt me a little. I’ll miss her somewhat, but in the end, it was her the quit talking, even though she would get excited when I would call still.
*30 minutes go by*
So I just got off the phone with this Lacey chick. Lacey is this mormon from Idaho Heather used to hang out with. Last time I talked to her she was totally drunk , and seemed to be a very fun person. So I called her up tonight, and talked to her for about 30 minutes. It was quite entertaining, and I’m sure shes damning her self right now for all the personal stuff she told me. Of course she didnt remember talking to me at first, but she remembered a few things as time went on. Poor girl, if someone called me and I didnt remember them at first, I wouldnt talk , but she did. Maybe she’ll call me back, maybe not, who knows, but hell, for 30 minutes I did something. She seems like a nice person though. So whatever.
Well, its been over an hour now…6 stiff crown and cokes later im feeling a little tipsy. 3 or 4 more and its bed time for me.
More if i can.
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