Deep Inside My Thoughts

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“Paranoia will get you through times of no enemies better than enemies will get you through times of no paranoia” - Peter Granger

and this guy :

I know who the first one is. But who do I know in Ohio? Someone tell me, please. LOL. It’s sad I track these damn things. Oh well, I’m paranoid I suppose. I would enshroud my house in Copper to shield any stray radiation from my computer. I would encrypt my whole computer if it was practical. I guess thats just me.

So Lotte, send me an email sometime hun, I saw you came again, but dont think you’re returning my emails. I miss talking to you. It’s been a month or so now, I hope you’re not still disappointed. So, drop me a line if you want to. I have nothing but time (and thats the god damn truth). So maybe tomorrow when I stop in to check my email…

Well, off to bed now. Talk to you all soon.

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http://www.defendamerica.mil/support_troops.html

More whenever I can lug my computer over to a friends house.

Is this what I have become? Going to the library to email my friends, to have some semblence of attachment to you all?. I guess so. I miss you all. I miss talking to you all. I miss hearing you. I miss, well, having fun with a select few of you.

I have like 15 pages of journal entries on my computer to post. I will backdate them all. Perhaps this weekend I can convince Teter to let me hole up at his place and leech cable.

I have also written like 40 pages of emails. So you all should get your fix soon.

No crude endings, I miss you all. Remember me, I’ll be back soon.

God I hate not having the internet.

What I hate more is my family. I came to see my mom since I had time on my hands…big mistake.

Their house is a wreck, dogs run amok, they dont clean…sleeping in my car tonight I think.

Oh well, I can dream of someone out in the cold I suppose… *evil grin*

‘Til I update again…

Waiting for Elise to get home so we can talk on Yahoo before the net goes poof.

Dont think its gonna happen

Besides locking your cable account to prevent parental-tampering, what are some other ways you can fight for the cause?

• Oddly enough, I bought all these towels in the house. They’re from my old apartment, which was all blue. They’re going with me.
• Even more oddly enough, I bought this entire bathroom set…showercurtain and all. Ditto to above.
• Smoke with reckless abandon, a man should be able to smoke in his house
• They love watching movie really really loud. Apocalypse Now at 4am does wonders
• When a 48 year old parent attempts to parent a 20 year old. Tell them they lost a son, and move away, thus negating their attempted lesson
• Low carb muffins are vile. Elise sent me hi-carb muffins. Elise’s muffins are good. Low carb bad. They need to be thrown in the trash
• It seems parents really ‘care’. To bypass this ‘caring mechanism’ , inform them that one day you will buy out their company and RIF them
• Mindless Self Indulgence with my bass up max, makes pictures fall off walls. This is a suitable alarm clock to wake up to.
• Point out that the father couldnt hack it as a marine, and anyone with a Dishonorable Discharge shouldn’t have sired kids
• Remind your father’s girlfriend that her daughter sprayed Raid in the bathroom…repeatedly…thinking it was Air Freshener. She is trying to gas me.
• Take all the silverware you bought for college, as well as your glassware (which just happens to be 80% of the cups left unbroken)
• Before you leave, ask for boxes, and inform them it would be easier if they cooperated and provided Alan Industries boxes insted of having to buy them.
• Point out all the times your father has failed you over the years, thus being the kindle point for your resentment of him
• Trash bags make excelent wrapping for delicate things..that is coupled with Cosmo magazines and newspaper.

There we go, its a starting point. Oh, and remember to turn off the main water valve before I take off, cause it will take them hours to check it. Oh, also pull the RJ-12 and RJ-45 connectors so phone and ethernet ports dont work in the house. Oh, and got to reset the code on the garage door opener. That trips people up.

Oh well, more laundry and more packing. Update in a few hours with more whitty charm!

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Phone gone. Welcome to warfare bitch. Its on.

Time to show my power too.

Rhonda.6240 > Thank you for contacting Comcast. My name is Rhonda. How may I help you?
Blayde > I have a billing question.
Rhonda.6240 > sure
Blayde > I got into a fight with my son today, and he told me he called and canceled my account. Is this true?
Blayde > would have been when I was at work, before 4pm.
Rhonda.6240 > One moment please while I look up your account. Thank you.
Rhonda.6240 > I would be happy to assist you. Can you confirm your name and full address please. Thank you.
Blayde > alright, thank you for the help.
Blayde > Blayde Alan Kennedy
Blayde > 2245 Lakecrest Dr.
Blayde > Colubmus, IN 47201
Blayde > 812-342-8461
Rhonda.6240 > I am sorry to say this but yes, the internet service is scheduled to be canceled.
Rhonda.6240 > there is an appt for the 15th which is friday.
Blayde > Hmm.
Blayde > How did my son cancel my account?
Blayde > and more importantly, how do I keep from getting it canceled?
Rhonda.6240 > I am not really sure, If he knows your account number or last 4 digits of your Social Security Number he may have posed as you.
Blayde > Thats all ?
Rhonda.6240 > You can call in to have the appt canceled.
Blayde > I think I will.
Rhonda.6240 > Yes, that is all we normal need to verify account ownership.
Blayde > Thank you, I would have been pissed if my internet went down.
Rhonda.6240 > You can also have the account proctected with a PIN.
Rhonda.6240 > Then no changes can be done without that number.
Blayde > Just call and they will do it?
Rhonda.6240 > yes, also be sure to explain the situation to that person so they will do something to protect your account
Blayde > Excelent.
Blayde > Im glad it wont go down tonight, I can take care of it at work tomorrow.
Blayde > Thank you Rhonda, you’ve been a great help.
Rhonda.6240 > Is there anything else I can assist you with today?
Blayde > No
Blayde > think thats it
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Rhonda.6240 > Analyst has closed chat and left the room

Kennedy - Being the biggest, most egotistical asshole you can. Inflaming situations, infuriating those who try to discuss things with you. See also : hot shit, the one, alpha.

A new life will be started. A life will end. A page shall be turned.

I shall not quit. I shall not end it.

I will move. I will sever ties. I will live for the first time in my life. Why? Because one person makes me happy again. I’ll live for them. I’ll eat for them too. They care about me, and it saddens me I wont be there for them when they need me next.

A guy with an eating disorder, thats funny, isnt it?

This is a good bye. I don’t know the future. I don’t know if I’m strong enough to do this. I am so weak alone. I get my strength from you people.

If there is one thing I learned from Cara, it is to pirate internet via wireless. I hope to hell I can continue to talk to you all.

This it it folks. Goodbye.

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I’ll never look into your eyes…again

Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need…of some…stranger’s hand
In a…desperate land

Lost in a Roman…wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

There’s danger on the edge of town
Ride the King’s highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake…he’s old, and his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we’ll do the rest

The blue bus is callin’ us
The blue bus is callin’ us
Driver, where you taken’ us

The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and…then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door…and he looked inside
Father, yes son, I want to kill you
Mother…I want to…fuck you

C’mon baby, take a chance with us
C’mon baby, take a chance with us
C’mon baby, take a chance with us
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
On a blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
C’mon, yeah

Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end

It hurts to set you free
But you’ll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end

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