Posted in Main on Sep 28th, 2004 No Comments »
Well, raids are over again early for me tonight. I guess I’ve been happy lately, and now is the time to pay the price. Emotional ramblings to follow :
I have no drive…again. I lay at home. I never get off of my bed. I watch a 25 year old for [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 27th, 2004 No Comments »
Yesterday….Amazing…Today…Hell. Just cant smile. Everyone is pissing me off and getting under my skin. I want to quit EQ, or at least I think I want to. I just want to shrivel up into a ball and be alone. I don’t want to talk to someone on the phone, I [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 25th, 2004 No Comments »
LOL, Elise is perhaps the weirdest friend I have ever had. It’s nice just talking to her for hours up on hours. Shes damn intelegent, loved the military, and is smart as hell. Once again, shes married hehe. It’s nice though, because I know what is out of bounds, and [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 23rd, 2004 No Comments »
Okay, I cant stand this kid…I fuck with him everychance I get. He whines about everything…so here we go:
Bobosan: ricther wtf
www.pwned.nl: what?
Bobosan: pwned thats like so fucking ‘99 son
www.pwned.nl: its funny
Bobosan: its Eurotrash
Bobosan: are you a eurotrash mother fucker?
www.pwned.nl: no
Bobosan: do you watch eurotrash ?
www.pwned.nl: no
Bobosan: this is eurotrash
Bobosan: dust is so old
Bobosan: its [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 22nd, 2004 No Comments »
It’s been a few days lately. I guess I’ve been really really sad and down for about the past week. Why? Couldnt explain it if I wanted to. I’ve just felt so god damn alone, and so meaningless lately. I havent really had the will to do anything. I [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 19th, 2004 No Comments »
Today hasnt gone well.
Woke up, got on EQ, Kay was already in a group with her new guy, since I woke up specifically to group with her and we had plans that kinda pissed me off. No harm no foul I guess…until later.
Julliaa was pissed off and said she wanted to end [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 17th, 2004 No Comments »
Hmm, havent updated in awhile. Talked to Lotte for 2 hours on the phone yesterday, ate up 1/3 of my card :). That really made my day. We talked about pronounciation in Danish….I’m so gonna fuck up everones name over there. Should be entertaiining. Will [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 16th, 2004 No Comments »
Hmm life is good. Woke up to Lotte IMing me. She said she WU me some cash for EQ, went and picked that up. Ended up buy a phone card and talked to her for 2 hours. Hopefully we’ll talk more in the morning. Hehe, she tried to [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 12th, 2004 No Comments »
It’s funny how the little things make me happy. A smile, a cigarette, someone from long ago saying hello. These are the things which keep my spirits up. I guess I always claimed I dont rely on my friends that much, but I do. Teter is probably my closest real [...]
Posted in Main on Sep 10th, 2004 No Comments »
Blayde > Guten Tag
Blayde > WTF
Blayde > > Thank you Contacting Comcast Chat. My name is Debbie. Who am I speaking with?
Blayde > Aaron.
Blayde > Not blayde.
Debbie.5622 > Thank you.
Debbie.5622 > How may I help you today?
Blayde > This damn thing is pissing me off.
Debbie.5622 > Which thing?
Blayde > Well for one this chat
Blayde > [...]