Monthly Archives: September 2004

…Keeps me Grounded …

Well, raids are over again early for me tonight. I guess I’ve been happy lately, and now is the time to pay the price. Emotional ramblings to follow : I have no drive…again. I lay at home. I never get … Continue reading

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Live From The Crime Scene ( Part Deux)

Yesterday….Amazing…Today…Hell. Just cant smile. Everyone is pissing me off and getting under my skin. I want to quit EQ, or at least I think I want to. I just want to shrivel up into a ball and be alone. I … Continue reading

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“So your name is the national flower of Ireland…”

LOL, Elise is perhaps the weirdest friend I have ever had. It’s nice just talking to her for hours up on hours. Shes damn intelegent, loved the military, and is smart as hell. Once again, shes married hehe. It’s nice … Continue reading

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Fun With Ricther

Okay, I cant stand this kid…I fuck with him everychance I get. He whines about everything…so here we go: Bobosan: ricther wtf www.pwned.nl: what? Bobosan: pwned thats like so fucking ’99 son www.pwned.nl: its funny Bobosan: its Eurotrash Bobosan: are … Continue reading

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A House Made Of Glass Playing Cards

It’s been a few days lately. I guess I’ve been really really sad and down for about the past week. Why? Couldnt explain it if I wanted to. I’ve just felt so god damn alone, and so meaningless lately. I … Continue reading

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Today hasnt gone well. Woke up, got on EQ, Kay was already in a group with her new guy, since I woke up specifically to group with her and we had plans that kinda pissed me off. No harm no … Continue reading

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Happy Days

Hmm, havent updated in awhile. Talked to Lotte for 2 hours on the phone yesterday, ate up 1/3 of my card . That really made my day. We talked about pronounciation in Danish….I’m so gonna fuck up everones name over … Continue reading

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Hmm life is good. Woke up to Lotte IMing me. She said she WU me some cash for EQ, went and picked that up. Ended up buy a phone card and talked to her for 2 hours. Hopefully we’ll talk … Continue reading

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It’s funny how the little things make me happy. A smile, a cigarette, someone from long ago saying hello. These are the things which keep my spirits up. I guess I always claimed I dont rely on my friends that … Continue reading

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Fun with comcast late at night!

Blayde > Guten Tag Blayde > WTF Blayde > > Thank you Contacting Comcast Chat. My name is Debbie. Who am I speaking with? Blayde > Aaron. Blayde > Not blayde. Debbie.5622 > Thank you. Debbie.5622 > How may I … Continue reading

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