Am I happy? No. Am I sad? A little.. Too bad. Life goes on. Cope. Deal with it. Today is Cara’s birthday, shes 20 today. Tried Lotte again this morning , still no dice. Ran into a former guildie last night…Kayrissa. We talked for awhile last night, and it was really good to talk to her. Last I heard she was doing modeling still, but I asked her about that last night, she said she quit alf a year ago…I guess it has been awhile 
. Really nice to talk to her…damn nice. Kris popped on last night too
I was feeling really bad yesterday before I called cara, because im not to sure whee I want her to stand. Cant ask about it. Talking doesnt solve a damn thing. I cope or I dump, my two options, and no one can helpme with the stuff that bothers me.
sorry cryptic … 3 hours sleep….thanks kay off to work.
