So Cara suprised me out of the blue with an IM last night around, well I dont know how late 
. I was still kinda talking wtih Kris on yahoo when she sent the IM, and my dad’s girlfriends mudchilde was on the phone, so it took about 30 minutes til I could call Cara. I was kinda debating calling her or not. I mean, I want to talk to Cara. I love talking to her, its so great to hear her voice and all. But, after 2 days ago, and the post she made, it was still in the back of my mind. I really didnt know if I would call her, or go to bed. I ended up talking to her for a while, and I fell asleep on her. Still feels different than it used to, but it still feels nice. It gave me a small smile. God I used to love hearing her voice after I woke up, I miss it. Good times back then 
. I hope I can feel like that again with Cara. I’d put how much fun we used to have talking together, but it would be beating a dead horse.
More later If im still awake, for now its movie time
