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So havent really talked to cara the last few days. Kinda sucks. Kinda. Don’t know whats going on with her, or maybe its me. I’ll just keep trying to talk to her. if she doesnt have time to talk, thats not my problem. She and josh should be seeing each other agian soon, so we wont talk it seems til probably weds. or thursday. Its kinda refreshing, but it sucks when you want someone to talk to. Havent really felt happy this week, and had a pretty shitty week, but no one to talk to. Cara just logged online and told me to call her in 10 minutes. Its 4am here, im tired, but you know what, ill stay up just to hear someone that seems to care about me. Kinda getting disillusioned again. Oh well, life goes on.