Talked to Cara about some stuff that was bothering her the last few days. It felt really nice being there for her. She was having problems with randy and EQ, and some insecurities about josh. I told her everything will be alright. Maybe it even will 
. I wish I could follow my advice sometimes. I’d like to think all in life will work out fine. I guess in the end it usually does, but it doesnt matter when its right now that is bothering you. I guess since I don’t have to comfort cara today, I can go back to wallowing in my own self pity. For once , in a damn long time, no one I know has any problems. It feels kinda nice not to be bothered, but it sucks when you have all the time in the world to analyze yourself. Today my insecurities have run amok.
Dont feel like writing, night.
