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by Bobosan on Jun.26, 2004, under Main
It’s really hard for me to express myself sometimes. I know what I want to say, but when I go to say them, they don’t come out. I don’t think I could have even expressed myself today if I tried. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning. I was in a pretty bad mood. Yesterday, I talked to Julie from Denmark. She’s having some problems with the one she loves, and the one shes engaged to. She called and I could barely understand her. But we talked for about ten minutes, and it felt nice to talk to somoene. Cara is with Ada this weekend, so we’re talking sparadically on EQ, but thats it. I’m happy for her, but today was a little harder really to be happy. I kept cringing when his name would be mentioned. I’m sure it will pass tomorrow, just a bad day I guess. I told her I want her to be happy, and I want her to be happy with whoever she wants, but it’s gonna be hard somedays. And today was just one of those days.
Teter got a speeding ticket today when we were fucking around. 47 in a 30. Its really funny how they got him at that, when at times we were doing 100 in a 40 on the highway. Ironic. Poor kid.
I’ve been trying to sleep for about 2 hours now, just cant fall asleep. Guess Ill get back in game I suppose, maybe find a group or something. I just really hope I’m in a better mood tomorrow and no one pisses me off at work. FUCKING HIGHSCHOOLERS.